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Right now, I never want to talk to you again
I'm scared, angry, upset.
But no-one will know that.
I am scare that i may forget about you someday.
When you not around, i feel like you don't exist at all.
I hate when something is wrong & you ask a person what's up & they make you feel like you're crazy & are overreacting. -Fuck you & your lame problems.
btw, what happened to
hatchmyegg?
M's: 
if it's not mine, it's posted with permission!
we all have new eggs and hatchies, which i'll be posting tomorrow. but in the meantime, here's our version of ( the 12 Days of DC Xmas )
thanks for reading! i'll be viewing as i go through my flist. :D
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Name: Sandra
Age/Birthday: 20 -July 22nd
Location: IL, USA
Hobbies: I like to draw, write, and making costumes. I also love to do Snow Sculpting, and I really enjoy cooking. I love to work with my hands, and I'm always trying to learn new things to do.
Do you want Snail Mail Penpals?: Yes. <3 I love handwritten letters.
Do you want new livejournal friends?: Sure why not
What are some countries you want to meet friends from?: England would be cool -considering I want to go there. But, anywhere really.
Favourite movies: Millennium Actress, Major and the Minor, The Brother's Bloom, Moulin Rouge, Across the Universe, Sweeney Todd, any movie with Cary Grant, Kamikaze Girls, and Nightmare Before Christmas.
Favourite foods/drink?: Leek soup, Stuffed Chilies, pizza, ramen -not instant, muffins, orange juice, and green tea.
Favourite Books: The Silver Kiss, Blood and Chocolate, Tristan and Iseult, Ella Enchanted, The Looking Glass Wars, Hans Christian Andersen Fairy Tales, Alice in Wonderland, and the Maggie Kelly Series. ((Maggie Needs an Alibi))
Photograph of yourself (optional):
http://i104.photobucket.com/albums/m180/Y
Every day this week you have reminded me my birthday is soon. STOP REMINDING ME. What puzzles me the most is that you know I don't want to be reminded. Thanks. Bitch. I love you but wtf really?
I want to stop dyeing my hair, tanning, and using lots of makeup and discover that I look beautiful without it.
I wanted to be with him and his family this christmas.
I hate christmas with my family. It's so....mediocre. We opened our presents at almost 8pm and even then it was because they were in the way of my dad going to bed.
Christmas at home really, really sucks. As much as I love my parents, I always imagine Christmas day being magical.
I laid in bed all afternoon watching crap tv in between snoozes. If I were with him we'd be cuddling up and kissing and having a fantastic day.
Maybe next year.
Katy Perry said "I guess second best is all I will know." I find that this always applies to me. Why is it impossible for me to be someone's number one? I know it sounds selfish, but just for once, I want someone to put me first.
Why can't I find someone who would put me first?
1. My older sister always criticizes me about religion.
I am the only non-catholic in my entire family, and she is always trying to convert me.
I know, I'm young, I have a lot to learn when it comes to religion. But I have beliefs, and I shouldn't be reprimanded for having them.
When I said that I believe in reincarnation, she was freaked.
But when I mentioned the possibility of multiple gods, she looked at me like I was a psychopath.
I wish she would stop pestering me for not believing in one sole God.
2. I have fallen for him, and he has fallen for me. We're practically best friends, but we've only been friends for a few months.
I guess we just connected really well. I'm scared though, because the last time I fell, I was hurt. Bad.
But this feels different... this is more, this is deeper, this is better...
I really hope we end up together, because I can already see us married.
I wish for him every time it's 11:11.
3. He's tall and thin and blonde, and his eyes are like tiny worlds. He's a brilliant singer.
He is the greatest pianist I have ever heard, and the music I listen to is mostly piano.
I always ask him to play piano for me, and it really turns me on.
I'm always blushing around him, or biting my lip. He's just so sexy.
I can't believe that he loves me back!
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Happy Holidays! Thank you for the clicks.